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[Jul. 12th, 2009|03:05 pm] |
I do feel better today so if anyone even still reads this shit dont worry im no suicidal lol.
Work sucked. |
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| week of hell |
[Feb. 23rd, 2009|08:11 pm] |
im just feeling like this is a bad week
everything is getting fucked up, im stressed, i only have 13 credits because i got fucked out of a poor quality voice lesson, but still i was fucked out of it and now i have 13 credits. Yesterday i spilled a giant chocolate milk after a 6 hour shit i was up at 6:30 for, and then later i had a crazy head ache from cigarette smoke and somehow SOMEHOW managed to destroy 2 glasses they flew off my counter top when i was trying to get some medicine and shattered into SAND dont ask how that happened because i cant explain the physics to you it makes no sense but i had to clean it up
okay im being a little overdramatic but until these stupid things happen to you in succession after a weekend of poor quality of sleep and after a week of writing lengthy ridiculous papers and walking around in 17 degree wind raping the hell out of you with every step and the thought of a pending bio test you couldnt be less prepared for and YOUR MOM THREW AWAY YOUR SUMMONS TO COME TO COURT FOR AN 80 DOLLAR TICKET THAT YOU DIDNT DESERVE IN THE FIRST PLACE AND YOU DONT KNOW THE DATE OR TIME...
then you cant say shit |
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| SO here i am |
[Jan. 7th, 2009|12:22 am] |
so here i am, im an attached woman again.
i feel good about this i think.
Of course im a little scared due to the way my last real relationship ended...who wouldnt be cautious after that literal shit show...but ive never been one to let small amounts of fear keep me from doing something ridiculously stupid and dangerous let alone something that seems so easy and fun and natural like laying around on a bed with mike while family guy plays over and over again in the back round... i think ill be just fine.
no doubt in my mind most things come to an end, ive witnessed this first hand. but hopefully this time when, if it comes it doesnt have to destroy everything in my life for a month. i think i learned something...Aww!
i watched the pineapple express today, of course ive seen it twice already and why do u ask??
because i love smoking weed. I love it. i love smoking it, i love the smell, i love being high and laughing and laughing and then eating and eating and then SLEEPING! sleeping so soundly (because i am the lightest sleeper ever sometimes waking feeling as if i didnt really sleep at all) that when i wake up i really feel refreshed!
i love this movie, i feel like all of the high conversations have been had by me, and it brings back some really nice memories of being blazed in a bush. or the woods. or my basement. or temple somewhere.
honestly i feel everyone should smoke some weed in their lifetime. We Should all smoke it. people have been smoking weed since the dawn of time. why should we stop now just because the MAN says its illegal. how can u tell me not to smoke a straight up plant that grows. if i dont add shit to that weed then its just another plant.
im ranting.
i finished the twilight series today. i really did enjoy it. ive missed my harry potter series so it gave me something to do. I cant say they were as good as hp, the story line wasnt as intricate and the plot may not have been quite as crazy and suspenseful and im sorry but not being able to write fight scenes is no reason to just LEAVE THEM OUT OF EVERY BOOK. either the narrator was knocked out, or the fight was resolved in some stupid way i dunno.
but honestly im a girl therefor a huge sucker for a love story where the guys hotness is described in every other sentence.
Edward will FOREVER be in my spank bank.
thank you twilight. |
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| school |
[Oct. 29th, 2008|10:27 am] |
my schedule for next semesster is SOOOOO much infinitely better, thank jesus christ because i think if this fall schedule stretched across a whole year id put a big shot gun in my mouth
go PHILS!!! AH WORLD SERIES
AND GO DAMN YANKEES, LITERALLY GO SEE IT IT WILL BE WONDERFUL! |
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| god DAMN YANKEES! |
[Oct. 25th, 2008|01:36 pm] |
ah so im at tech right now. Boring but owell a lot of sitting around in the dark all day with my compyter could be worse. Watched v for vendetta always a classic i love it.
So yesterday we met joy abbot (wife of th late goerge abbot who wrote pajama game, damn yankees, on your toes, boys of syracuse and a ton of others) she met us cuz were recieving an inheritance from her, were getting all of her money basically, all of the rights to any goerge abbot shows and music and anything, so yesterday she brought with her the original writing of his shows, she had damn yankes and pajama game with her and it was all hand written from the fifties, the whole original script and lyrics. Very cool. She she was so cool too. I expected her to be some boring old woman but she was so funny and she was telling us some really funny stories about goerge too. Im a little upset were not getting those rights now, when they do get them they are building a new awesome musical theater building and im pretty sure turning the program im in now into a BFA. and it will be banging, but i doubt im going to be here to see it, still awesome though.
last night i went to a halloween party, wore my play boy bunny costume again, actually i think it looked better this year i honestly feel a little fatter than i was last year but it looked much better, maybe u just evened out or something. But yeah i got a really good reaction, im not going to lie and say i dont love attention for looking sexy, if i didnt i wouldnt wear such a ridiculous costume. But yeah sexified. Im gonna put pics up on facebook later.
Yeah in worse news one of my friends got the shit beat out of him on his front stoop with a gun, he lives a mere block from the party we were at, we walked passed his house on the way home. he left the party and i guess the dude just saw um demanded money, he didnt have any so he got pistol whipped basically. hes okay, staples in his head, its just scary, like we walked passed his house on the way home probably like an hour or two before he left.
I found this out because our director told us today. He made a good point in saying that in the state our country is in people around here are gonna be getting even more desperate than usual, so we have to be even more careful than before.
Scary.
Anyway, things with mike are good, i miss him, i never get to see him with the show and all. AH im just so tired. I get to go home tonight....at ten...ive been here since ten. my god lol, i just wanna go watch the phillies
anybody reading this should come see my show. Its gonna be amazing, this is like as close to proffessional quality theater as you can get in my point of view.
COME SEE!! |
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| fuck!! |
[Sep. 30th, 2008|03:33 pm] |
im bored
I was done class at 11:30
11:30!!!!!!!
ive been aimlessly wonderng around temple since. I have a four o clock costume fitting so i had to stay all god damn day this blows some seriouse cock. Had i lived here i could ahve went home for those thousand some hours but no instad here i am.....HERE I AM!!!!
and i cant get on facebook on this computer so that sucks and im mad
last night i locked my keys in my car...again
i bought a leash for them todAY
And so hopefully i will neer lsoe thm again |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2008|09:53 am] |
got down here with barely any traffic...found an AMAZING parking spot like as soon as i got here.....
this is turning out to be an alright day so far knock on wood |
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| tomorrow im off to sc |
[Aug. 2nd, 2008|03:00 am] |
tonight was awesome. I was very close to just sleeping because i had such a long day (up at 7:30 at temple forever...ran carts at work) but Chris called me and told me that adam might be coming out, so we went to chriss house and we played asshole. how i missed my friend adam! you forget how much you miss someone until you hang out with them randomly after a year of not seeing them. So basically all we did was drink and stuff and reminisce lol. I was the president several times in the game of asshole.
I'm a little upset now that were going to SC tomorrow because i want to hang with Adam more, but oh well. Hopefully we will get back at a reasonable hour on saturday the 9th in time to chill.
wonderful evening . Jello bod shots, pics soon to be on facebook. |
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| sleep |
[Jul. 30th, 2008|02:49 am] |
layin in bed.
im tired.
went to my first new york open call yesterday. Great time. The whole thing was very crazy and i loved it, had some good conversations with some strangers while there, gave a little insight on life in NY. very cool.
I started knitting again. I have a temple scarf going on it looks really good! im on a knitting kick right now.
I played quizzo tonight. It was very fun. I love retarded trivia.
tomorrow im seeing rxbandits im excited i havnt been to a concert in a while.
tired! night1 |
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| random drunken ramblings |
[Jul. 22nd, 2008|02:58 am] |
so i cant sleep naked! kristi is gone for the week and im tryna sleep nakedand i cant...
i had to put a shirt on! and im kinda drunk but i just cant do it
woogh |
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| batman = wonderful movie |
[Jul. 18th, 2008|03:48 am] |
the places i would fuck Christian Bale/Batman
Bat mobile
the bat mobiles hood
the bat mobiles hood while the fire is shooting out the back
inside the bat mobile
in the penthouse
up against the window in the penthouse (i wanna be the next kids fuckin g against the window from U PENN a couple years ago except well be hotter)
on that motorcycle thing
tied up by his grappling hook
hangin from the ceiling upside down (im sure wed make it work)
in front of alfred
in front of alfred with a video camera
with alfred!
in the bat cave
on that giant computer
on the wreckage of wayne manor
in front of the black dude
with him in the costume
with him naked just wearing the mask
im tired im sure i could name 50 more but as it is...i think i have something nice to think about right before i sleep : ) |
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| i read the news today OH BOY, about a lucky man that made the grade |
[Jul. 2nd, 2008|02:59 am] |
(brush drops near kristi)
Kristi- OWWW
kim-the brush fell
Kristi-that fuckin hurt
Kim- I didnnt do it
proceed to laugh screaming drooling on our separate beds for 6 and a half minuets straight. I thought i was going to choke i was laughing so hard
best laugh EVER
why that was funny??
PSH you wouldnt understand!!
kristi says hello.... |
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| James macavoy, i wanna fuck the shit ouutttta YOU YEAaahahhhh |
[Jul. 1st, 2008|02:45 am] |
saw wanted last night, it was awesome!
i really wasnt expecting much because well honestly i HATE angelina jolie. that bitch can suck a fat cock. But it was so good!
james macavoy, yeah id fuck the shit outta him, all day all night upside down inside out 7 ways till sunday and all kind of which way.
oh god i cant wait till beach! 5 days!
im discussing food matters with matt and kristi now.
YUM ! |
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| Play that funky music! |
[Jun. 29th, 2008|03:25 pm] |
my god when did we become 12 again?
when did the perfect group of people for each other suddenly become the fucking Hills (not that ive ever seen an episode but i assume its a bunch of stupid bitchy girls angry at each other for bull shit involving guys and general bitchiness) yeah thats us lately, I'll admit it.
so when did that happen? lol oh yeah like a month ago, thats right.
sometimes I wish i could FORgive and forget
BUT i am not that mature, and i dont know if ill ever be MATURE enough to sit back and let people walk all over me and not return the favor when their time comes.
Actually Im glad i dont do that, mature as it may be I will never be a silent doormat, and i think THAT is something to be VERY proud of.
anyway, im not telling the whole story but I'm trying to have a meeting this week with them in which we stop complaining about this bullshit behind each others backs and start trying to solve shit by telling each other whats bothering us for once. i just want my summer to stop being so stressful. YES i have been having a great time and have been doing something new and fun every night with random new friends who have no connection or opinion of my break up, (its nice being a person without a history sometimes), but this bullshit is always looming over my fun, and I'm just growing tired of it.
You know i never thought it would be this hard. really I'm incredibly surprised.
I hope we can all be adults and just talk shit out, im sure it will be fine, once we talk about shit its usually good just lately we fell into a shit talking mode where everyone expresses their angers for someone else to random people and the person never hears what they need to hear. MAYBE I NEED TO HEART SOMETHING, BRING IT TO MY ATTENTION AND ILL TRY TO CHANGE IT. theres our solution. i just cant wait till thursday so i can speak my peace and go down the shore and have an amazing time!
I cant wait to get tan and wear my new bathing suit and eat fries and funnel cake all day long. Oh its gonna be awesome. AWESOMMMME! i just bought all kinds of good stuff (food wise) at sams, and me and kristi are going out for the rest of it this week, hot dogs and stuff. Soda, french onion DIP!! i could drink that shit. yum. all right im excited!
time fo WORK! |
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| what what in da butt |
[Jun. 28th, 2008|01:30 am] |
im so bored, i watched national treasure 2 today and it was pretty good, not nearly as good as the first but i LOOOOOOVE the first. i went in early because im apparently car shopping again tomorrow
when ur willing to spend 5 grand tops on a car guess what THERE IS NO FUN IN CAR SHOPPING. Its just bull shit and trying to decide which of these pieces of shit will last me the longest.
ahh
i havnt been in this early in forever, its kinda nice to just sit here and chill alone, even if im bored out of my mind.
So im free ballin it right now. yes free ballin. It means had i been born with balls they would be freely floating and moving around. I have no more clean full underwear and i cant wear thongs to bed. I just CANT if possible it is worse than sleeping with no underwear, so i opted for that. tomorrow im car shopping, working from 3-7, going out to dinner for ctinas birthday, and then finishing the evening with a drunken evening AT courtneys! housewarming. should be fun.
i got my tooth fixed today, it looks great, and i made the final decision that i will not be getting veneers any time soon. My mom was thinking about buying them for me but honestly....that money could be put to so much better things like CAR or loans! Also they really only last for 20-25 years and who knows if 20 years from now ill be able to afford new ones or even if ill have a good dental plan...I HOPE I DO but ya know, uncertainty is my way of life these days.
so i started reading these Post Secret books. IT was originally a web site, still is, where people send in (anonymously) a post card stating a secret they've been keeping and its decorated with art work or whatever. Its addicting. I really couldnt stop reading them, some of them were so deeply sad and others were just incredibly FUCKED up and some were really funny, and its all really visually cool. I suggest if anyone still bothers to read this thing you check it out.
www.Postsecret.com
they post 20 a week, its pretty cool.
im tired bed time night friends |
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| hardy har |
[Jun. 25th, 2008|12:34 am] |
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so today i discovered that....shopping for cars is no fun when you are a penniless beggar, like myself. |
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| howd i get stuck with the shittiest teeth ever? |
[Jun. 18th, 2008|01:27 am] |
i chipped my tooth...again
the same tooth. yes. Again. i was eating bread. BREAD! fucking bread. one of the softest fucking things ever created to be eaten by man broke off a large chunk of the cement on my tooth.
i need veneers, bad. im tired of walking around with chipped fuckin teeth for weeks before i can go in to have it fixed.
i always feel bad about complaining about my teeth because considering if i had been poor or braces didnt exist i wouldnt have any teeth in the front of my mouth and i would look like kenso trash at best, but still...how did i get stuck with these fucked up teeth ....just blows. honestly you ever get that question like "if u could change one thing about ur appearance what would it be" and eveyrone is liek Oh im fat or my nose or my legs...i would trade my teeth in for a new set in like 3.5 seconds
brighter news, i finally saw sex and the city today. it was glorious. it was funny and wonderful. honestly it could have been a bit raunchier for my taste but it was still great. ii just loved it. and it ended so nicely. it made me feel very sentimental, such a girly movie. but i think even us cynical realistic women need some good ol fashioned chick flicks once in a while.
i ate way to much chocolate tonight (king size rece stick and a king size twix) in like 10 minuets of eachother and then played woofa ball in which i ran a lot and now i wanna puke all over everyone.
bed time. |
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| what is in my mouth THIS TIME |
[Jun. 17th, 2008|01:53 am] |
hey hey
Im laying in bed with a crazy mouth guard on so i cant chew my teeth down to nubs in my sleep. its weird to sleep with something in my mouth like this.
so i FINALLY finally got a bathing suit. we were at mills, saw a very cute bikini in old navy realized i hada gift card and bought away. I also got a heat-less waxing kit. i tried on the bikini at chans house, it looks fantastic. god i love boobs, my boobs that is. im just very happy with todays purchases. Im going to attempt to do a self bikini wax. Im a little angry at the idea because i have to go without shaving my hoo ha (tehe) for a couple days so the wax can stick to something. i wont be happy doing that. Also im gonna have to tough this shit out. Im very confident i can handle the pains but we will see. If the pain overwhelms me at any point ill just remind myself i spent 10 dollars on this shit and it needs to be used. So in like 3 days there will be lots of excruciating pain happening here. Im gonna handle it like a woman though. Notice i didnt say like a man because theyre babies and i highly doubt any of them could wax an eye brow let alone something as sensitive as vagina skin.
we built an entertainment center for chantal tonight. Then we moved her furniture into place and its finally starting to look like someones home. Its nice.
yeah im chillin, 12 hour shift today tired needs me some Sleeeeep |
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| weekend O experiences |
[Jun. 15th, 2008|11:59 pm] |
la la la
its been a good weekend.
Friday went to a strip club for the first time. Show and tell. It was interesting. I really expected more of a show. Some of them had no showman ship. They were just liek standing there entirely naked getting tips and im like WHY when some of them were working their asses off flippin around on the pole and doing crazy dances. overall good experience, ive always wanted to go.
today was fathers day, worked...bought my dad the soundtrack to dazed and confused then ate a delicious steak and baked potato dinner Amazzzzzing.
last night went to jakes party...ashley became a flesh eating zombie during the course of the night and me calahan and chris guided her lifeless body around untill we came back here to watch waiting while she passed out.
i just watched the last season of sex and the city on HBO on demand and it was fantastic
now i just need to find someone to see the fuckin movie with me,
I have work at 7 tomorrow with denise the whore bitch (old ass woman who is a horrid slut of the devil)
night! |
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| hey |
[Jun. 12th, 2008|11:48 pm] |
So today we were having the most fantastic time. We went to the neshaminy crick, we swam jumped off of rope swings, good times were had by all! and as we were swimming back to the bank to leave we spoke of glorious chinese food and free water ice.
when we escaped the crick i was looking for my bag...and realized it wasnt to be found. Either was jakes.
so haha really i mean what i lost was just a bag i got for free from AE and a tank top that i actually have two of and a pair of pajama shorts that i did love tho. Yeah but was robbed of her car keys her phone and wallet which contained 2 credit cards and a debit card and her id (she only had one car key)
jake was robbed of wallet digital camera class ring, bag full of random shit.
SO! lol we walked back to cAlahans house i was in a bikini because my clothes were of course stolen and we were muddy and smelled and we got there and waited for like 3 hours stranded until we settled the whole ordeal. 225 dollars to make a new key for her car.
but yeah until all of our shit got stolen it was a great day! haha |
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